Mixed feelings..

Hate it? Love it? Whatever. I need to get a grip of what I really want. I can’t have everything.

Yesterday was pretty much an exhausting day. Went to L2 with Low and Zheng. Printed all my notes and past papers. Yes, past papers and it was just the end of the first week. Got loads to do, but I’m still slacking away. Wow-ed for a bit, well 6-7 hours. LOL

Had a can of Fosters all to myself while watching 2012. Was pretty much an OK film only la. Funny part was when they wanted to start the Bently but it needed voice recognition. LOL.. zzz

Anyways, I hate my thoughts right about now. I don’t know what to do them. Either to move on, or just go with the flow. I need to pull through.

x zac

Oh,oh, oopa!

Hart

You’re young, wild and confused. You fell in love. You get heartbroken trying too hard. And now you’re back on your feet trying to live life as if nothing has ever happened. Relapsed. And now, what’s this?

Love’s messed up. Sometimes it never makes sense. Haiz.

Thank goodness for WoW, for now.

Level 21 baby!

These feelings won’t rub off, ever.

x zac

you know…

… what’s demeaning is loving a person who thinks so little of you.

I love this statement.

ANYWAYS…

The only keys that I’ve been using the past 2 days are. The ‘Tab’, the row of numbers and F1-F8. The reason for this lies after this cut.

Why are you breaking my heart again..?

..when all we ever do is say goodbye..

I <3 John Mayer’s songs…

I’m disappointed. In efforts for a little sense of appreciation in life, I’m pretty much disappointed. In efforts not to rub things in my face. I’m disappointed.

My skills aren’t perfect, but still I’m trying. It was just the first time and obviously no one gets it right the first time. Nobody’s perfect.

Some people just deserve to be avoided once in a while.

I’ll go somewhere else where my doings are more appreciated.

Thanks. Bye.

x zac

Procrastination’s a bitch..

Strawberry puree, anyone?

1 more day to ease off the pain

Haven’t touched this module yet. The answers are somewhat set, just that I need to remember it and add more points to it. Yeah.. I should give it a go after 1 CSI NY… Mmm…

Anyways, like I said, I would be baking a cake today. I did. Something similar to what I wanted.

Strawberry and Cream Cake! Woots

Hopefully it tastes alright It’s still sitting in my fridge waiting to be eaten. Heh.

x zac

Things are gonna change.

6 papers….

6 papers really enraged the monster in me. I got emotional, depressed, suicidal and a bit cuckoo with my friendship with the people who I care about.

It’s almost done, just need to be consistent with the last 2 papers.

I’m in need of a holiday. Holiday? Anyone?

Can’t wait to watch movies at home and bake or other stuff. I can’t wait for Sofie to come over to make me rendang *droolz*

Almost there!

x zac

Bruce Lee?

(Y)