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You’re stuck in a phase where you only know who to look for when you’re bored, lonely or just have nothing else to do. What do I do? I try my very best to entertain you but you decided not to talk after that. I don’t understand. Why the fuck are you doing this to me? If you want to talk, I’ll be more than happy to talk. I can’t do anything if you just want to ignore me or just end this friendship. I still ca-

It’s been almost a week now.. Lets see what happens.

Nothing seems to make sense anymore..

I don’t know what to do, I pretty much did well in the 1st term of my course but don’t feel that there’s an urge to celebrate. Part of me just says that its not worth celebrating. Not worth continuing on. Haiz.

I can never be satisfied with what I do. Putting so much effort just for something or someone that might turn you down.

I don’t want hurt, I don’t want pain. But I still fall back to the same old feelings. Heart jumping a beat? Yes, it still does.

When will I ever learn?

Where has my faith gone?

youknowmyname.and.iknowyours.