I don’t know what to do, I pretty much did well in the 1st term of my course but don’t feel that there’s an urge to celebrate. Part of me just says that its not worth celebrating. Not worth continuing on. Haiz.
I can never be satisfied with what I do. Putting so much effort just for something or someone that might turn you down.
I don’t want hurt, I don’t want pain. But I still fall back to the same old feelings. Heart jumping a beat? Yes, it still does.
When will I ever learn?
Where has my faith gone?
youknowmyname.and.iknowyours.
